What have I done?
I forgot myself again,
it happens every now and then.
My terrible mistake,
why I often turn to the one fake?
The pressure is crushing my chest,
shit, I am so messed.
Dear, will you forgive me one day?
I always say “thanks, I am okay”
even though
I can´t let go.
Again I have hurt you,
and yes, I knew
what I have said
“I won´t make you sad”
and I failed…
Repeated my fault.
